i Miss you..

7 August.. wargh, 17 more days to go. Seram?. Hepi?. Patutnye
aku rase kot perasaan bercampur baur ni. Tapi srang aku x rase ape2 pun. Neutral
je. Xde lagi cam minggu2 sebelumnye kalut buat preparation.

So, ape yg aku rase srang?. Lonely. Rindu. Rindu sesangat.  Nak buat keje kat ofis pun x semangat. Hatiku di
India. Huhu. tak dgr suara die, x tengok die rase cam x best sngat. Tak lengkap
je hari. Ishish, cam poyo je kan kalo org tau. Ntahla, betul2 rase x best. No words can describe my feeling rite now. Everyday sblm tdo mesti dngr suara, dinner mesti selalu sesame. plg lame x jmpe pun 2 hari. tp minggu ni kene tukar routine. huh, payahnye nk abiskn minggu ni. malin, be strong!. caiyuk!. Juz hope si die x ape2. slamat pegi, keje and kembali.

Finally, baju nikah aku siap gak. Risau betul. Dah 2 bulan
anto kat tailor. So, smalam sempat g amik. Hmm, aku puas hati sngat. Even simple,
tapi jahitan nye kemas. Yg plg hepi baju tu muat2 sedang elok je. Or in other
words, badan aku xdela membesar dlm masa 2 bulan ni. Hehe. Sonok sngat. Tapi sedih,
abg xde nak tunjuk. Huhu. Xpela, surprise. Nanti tiba waktunye tengokla
ye..muahAha..

Semenjak 2 menjak ni layan lagu Avril Lavigne ni cam sedih
lak. Touching abis. Huhu. Abg, I dedicate this song especially 4 you. I miss u
so much. Please balik cepat2 ek. Bnyak lagi bende nak setel kat sini. Susah betul nak wat smua bende tanpa abg.   

I always needed time on my own
I never thought I’d need you there when I cry
And the days feel like years when I’m alone
And the bed where you lie is made up on your side

 
When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now? 

When you’re gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you’re gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you’re gone
All the words I need to hear to always get me through the
day
And make it OK
I miss you

 
I’ve never felt this way before
Everything that I do
Reminds me of you
I love the things that you do

 
We were made for each other
Out here forever
I know we were